Lmao
Fr tho it was supposed to go to January.

Yeah that’s a tough situation to be in. Have you tried communicating how you feel to your dad? If so how did he react?

Does your father understand what autism is? Like actually?

No man. Any physical abuse is 100% fucking unacceptable. I used to think the same thing because sometimes he would bring home a pop tart. But it doesn’t excuse any of it. Not a single bit.
What he does isn’t any form of love. It’s toxic, abusive.
Think about it. What he is doing is making you suicidal. You’re having suicidal thoughts because of him. I did too. Your mother and your father should be the best they can to you. Any mother and father should.

I feel you. Its such a rotten and horrible place to be in. I was in that position at one point. My step dad would always find something to scream at me for and tell me how much of a fuck up I am.
That situation is such a challenging thing to go through because of how trapped you feel.
I recommend to start recording these interactions. Audio or video recordings work and start compiling evidence of the abuse. Take photos of your bruises and marks. Once you have enough evidence go to the police.
I wish you the best man, truly.

Ralph don’t tho.
I also lived in Texas till O was 4. Left. Best decision ever.

Leave.