One of my biggest problems with my cat Sungmin recently dying is the idea that I had no pictures with her while everyone else did. Today I got a load of relief to find out that I have in fact had pictures with her. Knowing this it doesn’t feel like life is fake by any means and allows me to move on with me having a good visual memory to look at every morning. I thought about it for a little but decided to share these photos with you. My sister is a photographer and did some editing on these photos to don’t mind. And calm down, yes I revealed my face. This is also one of the few times I don’t have an assault rifle strapped to my back or a pistol or any of that.

Bad news. 3am I woke up do the sound of my dad and my mom crying. So I got up and already new that it was my families cat, Sungmin. For 3 months she survived many symptoms that where bad enough. She quite eating to the point of starving herself. She was weak to the point of hardly being able to stand. As much as we force fed her, it wasn’t enough. What got me is seeing my dad, one of the most toughest people I’ve ever seen break out into tears knowing that a cat the entire family loved died. He was the one to find out. It’s 7am as of me typing this comment and I haven’t slept since 3am. This honestly has hit harder than anything else in my life has. Man, I too almost never cry, I don’t cry to pain or anything else but this broke me. 3am in the morning I got up and went to say goodbye, I closed her eyes, gave her a kiss on the head and some final pets. Thank you for your support on my previous update on this issue. I will need to give myself a few weeks. Maybe a month to cope with this. I’ve almost never experienced a loss like this ever besides losing my families last cat Simba. This really sucks a lot for me because this is the same cat I went to when I felt I was losing myself to stress and felt like just ending my own pain. Only route from on here is to just keep going though. I may have lost my cat physically. But mentally and spiritually, she is still with me and my family. I feel like I failed her but there’s an entire family that tried to save her. Whether it’s true or false, I’m going to keep our second cat that is the sister of Sungmin close. Our second named Rebel I think understands that her sister is gone. If so, then we are good. I just need to make sure my brother and my sisters say their goodbyes. As much as this hurts me and tore my interest to animate away from me now, I’m going to continue working on animations and figures like before. Even though it feels like I’m jumping back 12 years when we had only one cat. If any of you have pets, spend as much time as you can with them. You never know if something like this may start happening for a month or 2. We though first thought she would make it, then it looped between the possibilities of here living and dying and unforturnatly the worst possibility happen. My family is going to go to my grandmas to bury Sungmin, my grandmas farm is where she was born and my grandmas farm has a pet cemetery there. We made our decision to bury her there. Rest In Peace Sungmin. Here are some photos of my caf Sungmin.

If I don\’t respond to everyones comments or replys to me, I just would like to let you guys know that I\’m busy trying to save my cat. She\’s starving to the point of here body getting cold from the paws in. Basically a risk of here dying. I\’m not gonna let my cat die without a fight. So give me a while. Send prayers and if your athiest, hope.

I’m gonna make a load of figures this next bit. Including adding to this pack of doors. Mostly background figures because I found myself running out of background figures in project landfall. I also will make some more guns. I’m slacking a little on those. And of coarse I will upload some more project landfall figures. This is my last day of summer so yeah. Things might slow down, or things might speed up. I’ve heard highschool is fun, and I got design studies (Computer design stuff) in my stack of options. So I might start doing some 3D modeling of project landfall stuff as I do want to make a game of it.

Just need some help from you people, I went and checked a few of my videos and saw that several of my videos, mainly the FPS videos have been compressed to 30fps.

Pretty much their quality for no reason whatsoever went from 720p60 to just 720p. This pisses me off cause one of the defining features of my animations is that almost all of them are rendered and play at 60fps. If any of you guys see the same thing, let me know. I will have to have a word with youtube. Heres one of the videos that was compressed to 720p out of nowhere for me.

Making a door pack. This is one of them. A nice fancy wood door. What, I needed some unique door styles.

I kinda feel like I remember it too. When Jager had his acog.
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Peak at front view helmet of my RHG.