It’s different when this place is one of the only places you can go. It genuinely feels like family here Ralph, so yes, i take them to hear. It’s not because i can’t grow tough skin, it’s cause i’m 1) autistic and 2) i feel extremely close to this site, so everything hits me like a brick. The people here are all i have left and you expect me to just stiffen up.

You know what happens when you stop caring, when you ‘toughen up’.
You stop caring, you lose your responsibilities cause you’re too busy tending to your own issues. Wake up Ralph cause you’ve gotten yourself in this issue.

Let me right you a nice long fucking list the, Ralph:

Toxic911: ridiculing other’s work with unfair ratings then trying to legitimise those ratings while putting down any other by shoving his education in other people’s faces, attempting to get me done for paedophilia despite me not being a paedophile

Ramoxfire: multiple cases of causing drama, complete disregard for privacy, harassing people to whatever cost, perfectly fine with bringing someone to depression in order to succeed.

Jackfly: incredibly manipulative and generally a bit of a prick sometimes. Can be pretty narcissistic and will refuse to ever be in the wrong, acting innocent the second the blame turns to him.

Cosmy: purposely attempting to rile up users, purposefully ruined the Node Arena group by showing complete disregard for the rules, mocked my autism.

Scorpio: putting others down just to push his own ego up, cares little for the success of others. Will almost go out of his way to be an asshole.

Joshtick: persistent disruption and harassment of literally anything that moves

Gyro: persistently attacking me over petty issues, siding with Ramox’s ideas of hunting me and my supporters down to just bully us more.

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Are you satisfied?

Don’t share it though
I know people will just strike out at me

I’m still on my Discord if you wanna chat

Maybe you missed the whole issue with Gyro, Ramox and Toxic911 teaming up on me trying to attack me over an APOLOGY
An incident you were present in

Maybe you missed those times Joshtick would just bully everyone and you sat back and did nothing, NOTHING.

MAYBE THAT ONE TIME I HAD TO BE CHASED OFF THE SITE BY RAMOX BECAUSE HE WOULDN’T LEAVE ME ALONE
You warned him ONCE p, it failed and you fucking gave up.

YOU’RE WEAK. It’s pathetic!

As an admin, It’s not just your job but duty to prevent issues on the site and to punish those who do wrong, not to sit idly by and let them be attacked while you just laugh at their expense. I have lost ALL of my charisma, ALL of my self importance, ALL of my remaining drive to push me to succeed here. I can barely remain living because of the shitheads here that you’ve refused to put on a leash.

So don’t give me that ‘why’ smack, cause you know exactly what i’m talking about.

If you wanna fix this shit, you need more moderators, and serious ones. Don’t just cherry pick people you like like Jackfly or ExplosiveBullet, i’m saying pick the honest and trustworthy people like Dezway or Spierr Wolf. That or hire someone to be a moderator.
This place needs it’s rules enforced rather than having them be decoration.

Get your fucking act together.

I will probably go for good if i don’t believe this site can be repaired

And by we, i mean everyone here, every member on the site must work together for this

Thank you mate
It means a lot to see how many people have showed up in an effort to turn this site around and fix this enormous issue together. Maybe, just maybe, we can fix SN.

I just hope Ralph gets the message

It’s straight up that scene from Infinity War:

“This your home?”

“It was… and it was beautiful”

Literally the exact same issue, lol