It is pretty easy to get, though the coloring is cool.

Sadly I never got it as I got mod right before Crusader so I never got to rock the glowing red name.

Still at least in their case it comes right after UC voter so may as well get.

Hey man,

Firstly I wanted to start off by saying I’m really sorry to hear that’s your situation right now. I really can’t begin to imagine being in your shoes right now and experiencing that kind of fear and grief all at once.

This is going to be hard, and it very well could be like this for a while. But the worst thing you can do through all of this is give up. That is just going to add onto your current situation.

There’s a few things you can do here. Firstly, you said you know you’re parents are just going to tell you to go to your room and lock the door. That’s honestly the best thing you can do at the moment. Especially if your brothers are older/stronger then you. Best to just leave that and not have to worry about what’s coming next really. Of course, the best path would be like said below hashing things out with them and coming together through all of this. But only you’d really know if that’s viable right now.

Now with your father, there’s not a whole lot you can do. From how you’ve been describing him it doesn’t seem like you can really have personal talks with him to easily. If you think you can when things calm down and you wouldn’t be screamed at I don’t see why not. But if he’s the type of person to not want to hear it, sadly seems like you’ll have to let him fix this himself.

Finally with your parnets splitting, again there’s not a whole lot that can be done. If your mother is open to having a private chat about that, go for it. I think it would help you a ton to fully understand her stance and the situation better.

Overall, this is defiantly going to be tough, but I know you’ll make it out stronger man. We’re all here for you man and feel free to reach out whenever you need it. I’m praying for the best outcome with this man.

I don’t really need to see it man. I’m just saying to keep the swears to a minimum is all. A few users who swear excessively are trusted or good friends with Ralph and he allows it as it’s typically in good fun. Or one of use simply missed the post.

But regardless, just in your case, I’m just asking you to stop with the excessive swearing is all.

In before Gigan

I’ve tried and the results have been iffy. I’ll have to keep trying it out to see if I can improve it. I know Gigan had better results with Alisdair, I think mainly since he doesn’t outline his figures while I do.